I used to write quite a bit on here, sadly that’s changed a bit. I’ve had my Tumblr for a few years now and have a few followers(maybe a couple more then a few XD), and that’s great and all, but with that comes so many people who could read into my words wrongly and attack or judge me. Previously if I wrote an opinion and it wasn’t done with tact I would get bombarded with people taking it wrongly, and with offense. For fear of that I simply stopped. I also hated being judged by so many people who hardly knew me, yet were so quick to judge. It’s not/wasn’t fair because I don’t do it to you guys.
I have to tip toe over every word I say for fear of offending or upsetting people. I have to tip toe on my own blog, my one place to vent on and that sucks! It really sucks. However this is my blog and I’ve decided I’m going to be writing more and if people judge me then whatever, it’s far from the first time, and it damn sure won’t be the last time.
The other big issue for me is after having my blog for so long I’ve had quite a few friends stumble upon it, and I love talking to them through here, and sharing stuff with them but it does make it somewhat awkward, to me at least. I feel like my words are being criticized by them, and I know that’s not really the case, because any true friend wouldn’t be judgmental about it, but I can’t shake that feeling. I’m going to work on that and write more and just see how it goes.