So for those who’ve been wondering where i’ve been. I’ve recently become partnered and begun working as essentially an entertainer with TwitchTV. For those who aren’t familiar I essentially stream high level gameplay of yes video games ^_^. As of right now I’m living every nerds dream of making money while playing video games.
So uh …It’s been like a year since I’ve used this I’m not even sure how many people use Tumblr anymore but I def needed a break for awhile, a year was a bit too long though so yea HI =D
Saying this ahead of time, I don’t want anyone’s sorry(s), it doesn’t help. I appreciate the gesture, but I’m not looking for any. I’m sharing this on my blog, because that’s what it’s here for.
I’m at a complete loss for words, and I can now truly sympathize with anyone who’s ever felt anything like this, and it’s something you can’t describe, I wouldn’t even know how to begin, but wish upon absolutely no one.
First off if this has already offended you then you’re either in denial or among the few who haven’t done this to a guy. So with that being said, this isn’t obviously 100% of the reason, nor are there not a million other variables, but this is my blog, and I’m going to rant because this pisses me off beyond belief. I’m not trying to bash on anyone, just merely make a point, food for thought as it were.
From the time were little girls have always been princesses, or something along those lines. We’re taught to treat them right basically. Girl’s have always made it no secret that they want those dreamy guys from movies who sweet talk girls and sweep them off their feet. The guys who will damn near kill themselves to be with a girl, who’ll wait on their porch for a week just to prove he’s truly their for her. That list goes on and on, and you guys always post these wishes everywhere so guys can see, on your Facebooks, Tumblr’s you name it.
However if you do these things for a girl, and you try and treat her like a princess, like she’s the most important thing in your life they all of a sudden get bored and move on. Now I get that everyone likes a challenge, and that there is a fine line between loving and smothering someone, but I’m sure almost every guy can tell you that’s tried to do right by her in every way he can that it’s backfired. They tend to go to the bad boys as it were.
Not entirely sure why, but that’s not the point, the point is that you guys make it so easy to be that guy once you’ve been dumped because you were too nice to a girl. Why not just be an ass when the girls will end up dating you any ways, and it’s easier. You say you want to be treated like a princess but yet when you are, you often leave. I’ve heard it a hundred times, and every guy knows it’s true. Not of all girls, but i’d say the majority.
It’s easy to be the asshole, what’s not easy is going out on a limb to prove you care for someone, to make her feel protected and loved each and everyday, but nope that’s not good enough, or in this case it’s too good.
Probably pissed some people off, however that is not my intention, merely just getting something off my chest, and something for you to think about if you have ever done this to a guy or end up doing it to one. Shit sucks.
the happiness of hearing that my nephew, Anthony came into this world, and the unfortunate passing of my uncle Robert. Someone I look up to immensely, someone who without question left a impact on everyones life he came in contact with, and who will be missed dearly. Welcome to this world Anthony and rest in peace Uncle Robert. You will be missed but never forgotten.
"While we are mourning the loss of our friend, others are rejoicing to meet him behind the veil." ~John Taylor
I’ve never got how guys preferred taller girls, like it makes no sense to me. Now before I get a bunch of hate lol cause I know I will I’m just stating a personal opinion/preference, there is nothing wrong with a tall girl, I just have a preference just the same as most girls like to have taller boyfriends.
I get the whole long sexy legs for days thing, but I like a girl who I can pull in tight while she wraps herself around my waist comfortably, someone who I can easily pickup off the ground and spin around for the best kind of hug, someone who fills the little spoon role perfectly, and most importantly so I can easily kiss her forehead.
I just crossed a number that I never in a million years would have dreamed of having. I’m not going to post the number because I don’t think it’s that important, and I don’t like it coming off as bragging or anything like that, because it’s not something to flaunt, it’s something to cherish. The only reason it’s even remotely a subject right now is because it got me thinking, and was just more of a reflection moment.
You guys honestly mean a lot to me. Without a doubt you guys have helped me through some of the toughest times in my life, when I was going through a break up you guys have been there to pick me up, and reassured me that someone better suited will come along. When I’m having a rough day at home and just need an escape you guys are there to cheer me up. When I’m bored out of my skull you guys are there to make me laugh.
I’ve been here for two years, come June 10th I think, so coming up soon, and I wouldn’t give up those two years for anything. I’ve made friends with complete strangers, who now mean quite a lot to me. There are plenty of people on here that know far more secrets and things about me then any close personal friend here do, and that says something about you guys ^_^.
More importantly, when myspace died a lot of my friends that I met online there came here and shook things up with me, so it was like a new home for us(robonmyknob, ohbabyitsnatalie, lovelynnn, destroyer, & daphneemarie among others), and that truly meant a lot, because without this site we could have lost a common ground that kept us together as friends.
Point is Tumblr is a place I happily call my second home, and I really wanted to thank each and every single one of you, both the new followers and the ones who’ve stuck by me no matter what, you guys have made this site, or rather the experience something very near and dear to my heart
I realized a long time ago that life’s no fun living it negatively. Everyone has their share of problems, some worse then others and I’m no excepting, I’d get into all the details but that’s a buzz kill lol. Point is life isn’t easy for anyone, but being negative only makes it so much worse.
As far as the genuine part goes I’ve never really seen the point in being an asshole and such to others, what’s the point =/ being rude only drags everyone down including yourself.
I have a handful of tattoos that kind of show these ideals off so that others will hopefully pick up on it, and as small reminders to myself to be that person, to set that example.
"If it’s not fun, you’re not doing it right" this one should be taken at face value lol, not a lot of deeper meaning, basically if you don’t like something change it, in this day and time everything can be changed from your friends to your occupation, hell you can change your gender.
"The best things in life aren’t things" a lot of us lose site of this, and focus too much on materialistic things, but the people in our lives are hands down the most important things. This also goes deeper I got it once I really started donating money, and giving away money that I would have spent on useless stuff to people who could use it more to lead a healthier life.
I also have “inspire” & “believe” tattoo’d on my hands in white as small subtle reminders to always inspire others, to lead by example, and to believe in others and myself, to trust people without holding back, because there are good people out there.
Lastly my favorite, which is what I live by and it speaks for itself. “If it makes you happy”, which basically says to do whatever makes you happy, live life on your terms, and let others do the same without judging them.
That was probably more then what you were looking for lol, but yea hope that gave you a little bit more insight into my ideals.
but seeing the number of sexual partners some of you have had just blows my mind. I’m trying to tip toe here cause I’m not intending to call anyone a whore or anything along those lines it’s your life live it exactly the way you want to, honestly I’m not trying to offend anyone or anything like that. I just don’t think I fit with the current trend as far as the way people seemingly perceive the act of sex.
I guess I’m just far more conservative then most people. Like I said I’m no saint and have had sex but I’ve also happily refrained from it for a year and a half now because I seemingly look at it differently, and give it more value then just something to do for fun. I’m not a wait till marriage kind of person, but I do think it does have some intense emotional value behind it, and giving it up to every guy/girl makes it lose that value. I like knowing a girl was willing to wait(not saying she has to be a virgin, but also not sleeping with every guy she dates) for someone that meant the world to her, not just a fling, but someone she cared about more then anything else at that point, who she actually thought there was something real, something that could last, because that’s the only way I’m going to have sex is if I actually think you’re someone that is going to be a big chapter in my life, hopefully the biggest.
Again I mean no disrespect at all, if you like to have sex for fun and that’s enough for you then more power to you it’s your life do whatever makes you happy lol. I just don’t think I was born in the right century cause all too often I hear girls with more then a couple guys for their number, and guys who brag about sleeping with handfuls of girls, just not my style, I don’t exactly fit in XD.